Of Forgiving and Letting Go
"Everyone who is in your life is meant to be part of your journey, but not everyone is meant to stay. Sometimes, they are only there long enough to teach you the lessons that you needed to learn." -anonymous It's been more than a year and I can still vividly remember what I have been through. I really thought that he was the one, yet in an instant, it fell apart. It turned out, 7 years and a kid were not enough to have a happily ever after. At first, I was in utter disbelief. I was wishing it was just one of those random nightmares I have been having and I will eventually wake up and everything will be alright again. However, reality hit me hard. It was truly happening. Slowly it sank in. Everyday, I cried myself to sleep. There were even instances when I start crying out of the blue. Slowly and torturously, the gaping blackhole that he left in me has started sucking the life (or what's left of it) out of me. ...